In 2001, Mark D. Jacobsen won our Dell Award for Undergraduate Excellence in Science Fiction. Now on his third story for Asimov’s, “Solemnity” in our [Nov/Dec issue, on sale now!], Mark reflects on the fraught religious background that influenced his work, the evolution of his process, and how dedication has contributed to his success as a writer
Asimov’s Editor: What is the story behind this piece?
Mark D. Jacobsen: The story began as a casual freewriting exercise. I had vague ideas about a scientist arriving on an alien world, but almost immediately I tapped into some deep pain surrounding my religious deconstruction. I realized I needed to lean into that. The story took off from there. I was nervous, because I had no idea how it would end. By the time I reached the climax, I still didn’t know—and realized that I didn’t need to. The ambiguity and uncertainty are actually essential to the story.
I am a writer who likes to plan and outline, so it’s a little embarrassing that the three stories I have sold to Asimov’s all began without any planning whatsoever. Each originated with a rare outburst of creative energy—writing for the hell of it, liberated from my usual rational guardrails.
When we write like this, the unconscious speaks through us. That power is astonishing, unnerving, and sometimes delightful. Many artists describe channeling a power that seems to reside outside themselves. The more we surrender to that power, the more it can work through us.
In many ways, that is what “Solemnity” is about. It explores a barely-understood power that dwarfs rational comprehension, speaking through human beings, touching on their deepest religious questions.
AE: Do you particularly relate to any of the characters in this story?
MDJ: I put a lot of myself into Kara, the story’s protagonist. She has built a new life as a software archaeologist after escaping a traumatic childhood in a fundamentalist religious community, but even after crossing the stars, she finds herself confronting all the religious drama she sought to escape.
This is a deeply personal story about religious trauma. I suspect a disproportionately high percentage of science fiction and fantasy readers have experiences similar to mine: raised religious, struggling to believe what we were taught, shamed for our endless inquiry after truth, and then agonizing over the slow unraveling of a faith that caused debilitating cognitive dissonance but also brought so much beauty, goodness, and belonging.
In many cases, the departure from childhood religion can leave people bitter and condescending, which I find just as unappealing as religious fundamentalism.
I wanted to write a story that explores a much more subtle and complex aspect of religion: the feeling of spiritual homelessness. Kara embodies that pain, but her experience gives her empathy for other characters in the story.
AE: How did the title for this piece come to you?
MDJ: The planet in this story is the graveyard of an entire race, so the name Solemnity seemed fitting. I’m also giving a deliberate nod to one of my influences for this story, Stanislaw Lem’s Solaris.
I suspect a disproportionately high percentage of science fiction and fantasy readers have experiences similar to mine: raised religious, struggling to believe what we were taught, shamed for our endless inquiry after truth, and then agonizing over the slow unraveling of a faith that caused debilitating cognitive dissonance but also brought so much beauty, goodness, and belonging
AE: How much or little do current events impact your writing?
MDJ: Quite a lot. Much of my work is grounded in the world we know, which is a product of my career as an Air Force officer and political scientist. I spent a decade writing a science fiction retelling of the Rwandan genocide, The Lords of Harambee. That’s hardly a recipe for commercial success, but that book encompassed everything I learned and struggled with in my first decade of military service. It grapples with hard questions about just war, humanitarian intervention, and neocolonialism.
My first professional sale, The Wasp Keepers, was rooted in the Syrian civil war and the American military experience in Iraq.
One of my favorite short stories, which I never managed to sell, was about the excruciating feelings veterans felt watching the withdrawal from Afghanistan.
AE: What is your process?
MDJ: I basically do the opposite of everything you’re supposed to do as a writer. Instead of rising early and writing 1000 words every day, I go for months without writing fiction. I have a demanding career and three kids, and although I love writing, I’ve never managed to sustain a consistent writing discipline.
But I do go through seasons when I can give writing more time and attention. I keep a big file of story and character ideas, and in these creative seasons I often engage in deliberate brainstorming sessions to develop nascent ideas. Then, at some point, I make a choice to start writing a particular story. I usually do a lot of prewriting to develop my characters and plots, but I’ve learned that the most important thing is to get away from the notes as quickly as possible and into the story itself. I’ve had the most success when I show up and write every day until the story is done, trusting my unconscious to provide what I need. I let the story cool off for a couple weeks, then revise extensively.
AE: How did you break into writing?
MDJ: In 2001, I won a Dell Award (back then, it was called the Asimov Award) for Undergraduate Excellence in Science Fiction and Fantasy Writing. Rick Wilber and Asimov’s editor Sheila Williams flew me out to a writing conference where I spent a weekend hanging out by the pool with all these famous authors I idolized. I realized that there was nothing magical about getting published; it was well within reach if I just put in the time and effort.
It took me another two decades before I made a concerted effort and finally sold my first story to Asimov’s, but I always knew the opportunity was there waiting for me.
AE: What other projects are you currently working on?
MDJ: In addition to science fiction, I write memoir. I’m currently revising a new book about the human search for belonging, which explores a lot of the same themes in “Solemnity”, particularly the effects of religious trauma and the challenge of finding community outside organized religion.
I would like to tackle another novel soon. I’ve been developing a post-apocalyptic world where political overlords provide patronage to “reinventors” who systematically reinvent critical technologies lost in the fall. I’m very interested in using science fiction as a vehicle to find hope in dark times. I love the concept of ambitious characters seeking to rebuild a new world in the aftermath of so much destruction, which feels more relevant than ever given current events.
AE: Do you have any advice for up-and-coming writers?
MDJ: You have to write because you love it. I wasted years trying to figure out how to make writing a source of income, so I could justify shifting time and attention away from my job into a hypothetical writing career. I read something from Elizabeth Gilbert that really changed my relationship with writing. When she was starting out, she made a deal with her writing: “I will never ask you to support me. I will support you.”
That’s a beautiful way to look at it. I write because I love it, and I’m worrying less and less these days about any traditional metrics of success. I recently went to a local Alabama meetup group at a bar where writers take turns reading—essentially an open mic for prose writers. I would much rather have that warm, in-person experience drinking beer and talking fiction with everyday writers than collecting abstract likes on social media or fretting over Amazon ad campaigns. Connecting as individual people is also how we will survive the onslaught of AI.
As for publishing, there’s nothing magical. You just keep trying things, and small successes start to happen, and slowly the train gets moving. I don’t write as many stories as I would like, and most of my submissions end in rejection, but I have still managed to sell three stories to Asimov’s. That was once a dream I never imagined achieving.
AE: How can our readers follow you and your writing?
MDJ: Readers can find me at www.markdjacobsen.com and sign up for an infrequent newsletter, or follow me on Instagram at @markdjacobsen.author.
